July 5th was Koruri's first birthday. When I watch her growth every month, I feel like time is flying. I had difficult time before she was born, but I enjoyed looking after her for the past year. Then, Koruri tells me having child is greatest gift for me. I really really wanna thank her to choosing our family to be born.
I sometimes think whether I can raise her propery or not, but there is no perfect child and parents. Also, there is no perfect way of child raising, so I try and figure along raising her. I just wanna her to grow healthy and to be a thoughtful person. I also do my best to be such a person. Children learn what their parents do.
She now sleeps through the night, and I don't have to nurse her anymore. I thought I would have trouble with stop breast-feeding, but it solved so easily! Now my big breast has been getting smaller.... Oh, I miss both!!!